Christy loves Jay a whole lot!

I can't wait to see Jay. I always look forward to seeing him. Something about him just being around, just being able to see him brings me comfort. Having him not here really tests my strength and pushes me. I always appreciate him, I always pay attention to what he is doing and notice the things he does for us. I have just realized this last week that I don't tell him enough that I do realize all that he does for us. One of the questions I had written for the enrichment activity we had last week was 'who is your hero?' Even as I wrote that I was thinking of Jay. I have come to the conclusion that he must have super human strength. I lean on him for support so much. During these last couple of years when I have had such a hard time with things and have not been able to do all the things I wanted to do, I found myself often feeling worthless because of all the things I couldn't get done. He was always there. Even when we didn't understand why I was so tired and weak and hurting all the time he was there. He was supportive and doing so much for us. I spent so much time not understanding things and just feeling horrible both physically and emotionally. Jay was always there for me. He wore himself out trying to make things easier for me. Jay is my hero. He is so much to me, he is everything to me. He is the reason I want to feel good. He is my reason. I love Jay so incredibly much.